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Monday, March 28, 2011

Went to celebrate angila's 21st birthday party last sat!! it was fun but tired too... haha... but i guess angila is the most tired one bah!! it was quite a grand event with lots of ppl... i wonder what about mine?? haha... i don feel like planning anything for my birthday... just a buffet will do and people just come and chit-chat... haha!!!

Didnt touch piano for two days and i forget some of the parts of my exam pieces.. Sometimes i really think that i do not have talent for this... if not for the promise i made six years ago and the encouragement of my friends, i wouldnt have last so long...Normally, my mum will say studies first, piano second... but just now, she says, 'ur priority now is piano exam and not job..' actually, i feel like doing a job or rather it may be becos i think this will allow me to escape from piano... i talk like piano is a devil to me and i have to run away from it... haha... but deep inside, i know i still love piano, i still love pop music, i still love my fingers playing on the piano... my mum says that i can play as much pop music as i want when i pass my grade 8 but i reply her that i am afraid that i may fail despite all the effort i put everyday and i told her that i discover i actually don have the talent for it..But she says if i don have talent, i wont even pass my exams before grade 8. i told her its the hard work i put in that makes me pass but i have put in even more effort now to practise my grade 8 but its progress is very very slow... To compensate for wkend loss of time, i played 4hrs today. But she says, 'u play so long but if u nv concentrate, also no use' To be frank, this actually hurt me... but she later says, 'as long as u try ur best and if u still fail, at least there is no regrets.' ok, at least this calms me down a bit...

People of my age are having bgr problems but i am having boy-piano-relationship(bpr) problems... maybe piano has really become my gf.. haha... i am weird... i shldnt think so much... gonna go for a jog now...

Fage`* 4:40 PM

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Monday, March 07, 2011

bought an iphone 4... about 500 dollars... haha... spend my pay for iphone... actually, i don need to buy iphone de cos my mum say she will give me her iphone 3gs since she don really know how to use and there is an extra blackberry at home... so initial plan is to let her use blackberry and i use iphone... BUT!!! blackberry do not have chinese language settings... omg!! so she don want and i got to buy myself... arghhh... a hole in my pocket liao...

Fage`* 8:44 PM

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Tan Chuan Fa
10/05/90
Lianhua Primary School
Swiss Cottage Secondary School
Pioneer Junior College
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