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Monday, August 25, 2008

音乐啊！我不知道该不该放弃你。

难道这是钢琴后遗症。
我好累，好累。
考试快到了，但我已经输了一半。
在这个时候生病，我也渐渐习惯了。
有时候，会在想，我是否那么弱？
总觉得体内缺乏某种抗生素。
haiz.... 无话可说。

这将会是在考试之前的最后一个entry...
说点开心的吧！
我似乎有慢慢开始温习了。
在学校，我能够专心。
也因此决定每天拖着背上学。
就算再累，也想撑下去。

时间不会让你考好，重要的是你的心。

从此封闭。。。。再见。。。

Fage`* 9:39 PM

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Sunday, August 24, 2008

Spent the whole weekend for piano.... arghh.... i don think i can learn next week.. gt to prepare for prelims soon.. if not i sure die..... Some ppl may say that the piano lesson onli 1hr mah... y don want to learn??? but the problem is that if u nv prepare, y go and learn?? waste money sia....

机会是给有准备的人。。。 i don wanna waste my time going to piano lesson and learn what is taught be4 again... ridiculous right?? i can learn myself what is being taught.... and go for piano lesson to learn more..... not the same thing again and again...... ok...i am stressed.... musically stressed... mentally stressed.... which eventually leads to physically stressed..... ok.... i am talking nonsense now...... got to do hw liao.... haiz.... studies goes on, music goes on, life goes on.........

Fage`* 3:51 PM

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Saturday, August 23, 2008

Such a cool pic!!!!=D

LOL... the new website launched by our sch... under the non-academic part gt photo of PJ live!!!!!!! LOL, does that mean that the sch really still appreciate what we have done??? even though we cant sustain... hope the next batch could sustain our dream... our dream of creating a live band in Pioneer JC.... I am glad the school still remembers us......

Fage`* 10:38 PM

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李玖哲 - 别说
作词：林燕岑
作曲：Jae Chong、李玖哲

终于能笑着跟你互相问候
终于还是做你所谓的朋友
我把我放在最后
说不出图什么
但就是假装不了对你冷漠
别说 (别说 )
还想我 (还想我)
那会放大了我
心中最后一点寂寞
别说 (别说 )
还爱我(还爱我)
那会摧毁了我
保持着距离的理由
现在我的心又因你而难过
现在你的心却因他而难受
你把我放在最后
说不出为什么
但就是拒绝不了你的请求
别说 (别说 )
还想我 (还想我)
那会放大了我
心中最后一点寂寞
别说 (别说 )
还爱我(还爱我)
那会摧毁了我
保持着距离的理由
我没有你以为那么的洒脱
不是爱或不爱都能随口说
现在我的心又因你而难过
别说 (别说 )
还想我 (还想我)
那会放大了我
心中最后一点寂寞
别说 (别说 )
还爱我(还想我)
那会摧毁了我

因为你的心不只为我温柔

Fage`* 3:23 PM

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Friday, August 22, 2008

Today, stayed for night studies till 8 plus and father can fetch mi home.... although didnt do much, but at least i did more than at home........ I just cannot study at home.... haiz....I still gt lots of things donno... arghhh.. gonna clarify with kev during sept holiday...

Anw, i have been feeling uneasy tonight.... my sixth sense told mi something bad is gonna happen to mi or someone i noe..... 希望是我想太多.... Haiz.... Optimism, I need you now!!! this feeling sucks!!!!

Anw, li jiu zhe album is making mi emo..... Haiz...

完美并不美我们多虚伪
你让我的好变成一种罪。。。

Fage`* 11:04 PM

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Y RAIN TODAY??? during PE soaked for 50mins... den after that still go LT3 for chem... air conditioned plus drenched.... immune system broke down liao..... haiz.... i am gonna fall sick...

Fage`* 9:37 PM

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Sunday, August 17, 2008

my left hand is super weak now... played scales just now, my left hand seems to be heavy and cher oso noticed something wrong with my left hand...i told her that i dislocated my wrist and maybe that's y i always turn at the wrong times.... arghhh excuses.... but there is one thing that i discover from this piano lesson... i still love piano... my passion is still there... i can smile when i play piano... even if i played wrong, i will still smile... maybe i just really love piano too much liao... long time since i had this feeling... next year sept den take grade 6 exam cos of ns.... no choice...... den maybe after that, will be grade 8... hope i can pass... cos it seems tough after seeing the scales book just now..... nvm, no matter how tough it is, i know my family, my frens will support mi... Gt to thanks them, cos it is this support that always pushes mi forward..... JIAYOU!!!!!!!

Fage`* 4:30 PM

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One more hour to piano lesson... I am scared... cos if i start, my studies will be affected de... arghhh... plus the phobia i had... tell mi what to do????? haiz... I need to overcome this!!!!!!!!!! i need to learn until grade 8!!! but i feel like i am like grade 2.... I seriously lack confidence.... y am i like that??? its not that i don have passion but i don have confidence.... haiz..... This is hard.... JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fage`* 2:23 PM

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

歌曲：对不起老婆
创作: 陈传发

哦对不起老婆
我不应该这么出力
那么粗鲁地弹奏你
的确是我的不对

哦对不起老婆
我不再弹奏摇滚曲
也不再对你发脾气
I am soooo sorry...

这是我的新创作。

花了5分钟，旋律冲进脑海，充分表达了我心中的呐喊与忏悔。

虽然只有副歌，但我非常喜欢。=D

Fage`* 3:11 PM

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Xu jia ying is the first!!!!!!! she won lin xin yi by being special... although many people may think she doesnt deserve it... but in my opinion, xu jia ying is the best becos i understand that composing is a tough job... Jia You Jia Ying!!! haha....

But, i am super disappointed now becos i spoilt my piano.... i applied too much strength on her that she needs regulation now... actually, i know that there is something wrong with her... that's why i called for piano servicing... the pitch is restored but the double hammer sound is still there... Double hammer = press 1 note gt two sound.... Damn it, i shouldn't played so violently... Mudy is not keyboard she is a piano!!!!! why can't i control my strength!!!! I shldn't played too much rock!!!!!! ahhh!!!!!! its my fault its my fault!!!!!
Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..
Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..
Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..
Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..
Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..Sorry..Sorry............
对不起老婆。。。

Fage`* 2:24 PM

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Friday, August 15, 2008

I mustered my courage and send the sms to miss kwok... I will be learning piano this wk... i think i have stopped piano lesson for two months... what a bad student.... tml piano servicing finally!!! it has been like 3 years since i called for people to service my piano... hope SHE is alright... yes my piano is my wife.. HAHA!!! but i am still thinking of a special name for her... Mudy sounds nice... Mu from Music and dy from Melody... and Mudy sounds like moody... since i love soothing and moody song, i shall name my piano MUDY from now... haha...Played piano just now... my left hand cannot last for a full song bah... after playing one song, my left hand in pain liao.. WHAT IS THIS???? I HATE THIS PAIN!!!

比想象中更痛你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重

Fage`* 10:50 PM

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Tuesday, August 12, 2008

歌曲：下雨天
歌手：南拳妈妈

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替 陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

Fage`* 8:52 PM

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Sunday, August 10, 2008

要到两个礼拜了
其实手还是有微微阵痛
难道是后遗症???

我不想朋友、家人太担心
也因此告诉他们我快好了，
但是这也是事实，
我真的比以前好多了。

下个星期就要继续钢琴之路了
希望能快好起来。。。

Fage`* 7:13 PM

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Saturday, August 09, 2008

Went to watch money not enough 2... as usual with family... 16 of us... HAHA... hmmm... it was quite nice and was more realistic this time... portraying the current situation in Singapore.... and it was touching... all my aunties including my mum cried for a scene as it really resembles my grandma's past away scene... so personally, i think it should deserve 4 stars bah...haha...cos i can listen to hokkien... =D those who cannot may have a little prob.... Watching a local film on national day is quite good... HAHA.... tired to blog liao...

Fage`* 11:58 PM

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Yst was an eventful day... reached home at around 10 plus which i nv expected to be so late... lucky nv get scolded by mum cos she and dad reached home even later... LOL... gt to say sry to waikit first cos i nv accompany him to f.i.r concert... pai seh.......

The reason y i reached home so late is all becos of the phrase k box!!!! LOL... i merely said let's go kbox later after national day celebration yst and we 4 immediately agreed... so steady sia... So we went home first den around 3.45 pm den reached city hall mrt station.. LOL sry dt (dong dong) i was late..... tested playing piano at home yst den as u noe, i will live in my own world den forget time de... HAHA... so pai seh dong dong.... den after mi and dong dong meet, we go find yiwen (apple jam)... marina square super big lah... i sure will get lost if i nv read the sign board... HAHA....Reached marina square de k box, den apple jam said its full liao... so we went suntec de kbox... walked for quite a long time (haha, nvm commemorate Beijing Olympics mah)... Finally, got into kbox... Den all the funny stuff started... mostly xing guang joke.... hahaha... nv expected apple jam to oso watch what i watched... the PENGGGGG you joke makes us lost control... burst into laughter... HAHAHA... onli dong dong don understand... haha...... den after that, comes the arrival of xinyi (gym), and jam's song started... mimicing jam oso started... super funny... apple jam and I started to mimic jam... LOL..... (now, apple jam gt sore throat liao, so i gt to take up the post of jam le, takkaire apple jam, drink lots of water...)

Den after that, be4 we went to eat, on the way, dong dong and I finally get to realised the phototaking power of girls... LOL... walking oso can take photo... escalator best place to take photo.... haha...... donno them, but its impossible for guys to do such things... LOL... (shall post the pic later...)

Finally, we ate at hans... chatted for quite a long time bah... Nice chat...and we found the chef to look like andy lee so much lah.... haha.... the rest of contents shall remain as secret... =D

Now, for photo time...

We are such steady PENGGGG You!!!

We just love to sing!!!

Haha, look who's behind...

Haha, this pic shld have dong dong, where is he??

It has been a long time since i posted such a long post... there are more pics with gym... shall upload them when i received it... What a nice day yst... tks my friends!!! =D

Fage`* 11:51 AM

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Wednesday, August 06, 2008

闭上眼睛仔细领听心中旋律与我共鸣.....

Fage`* 7:31 PM

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Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Today- GP globalisation essay

Tml chem mock... haven study yet... don feel like studying... haiz..... no mood lah... too tired lah...

Thur- GSC mock essay and maths lecture test.... (don feel like studying oso... see tml how...)

Fri- National day celebration!!! no lesson

Mon- NO lesson!!!!!!!!

SO SHUANG!!! looking forward to the weekend........................ maybe watching money not enough 2.....

Fage`* 7:59 PM

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Monday, August 04, 2008

伤心是正常
快乐是应该
欢笑是必须
流泪势避免
---------------传发

Fage`* 12:09 AM

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Sunday, August 03, 2008

不管是新歌还是旧歌
只要是好听的歌
就值得一听再听
-----------------------传发

最近听了一首旧歌
唤起了我许多回忆
让我好想回到过去。。。

音乐就是那么的奇妙
虽然是同一首歌
但是每个人听的感觉会不同
在什么时候听什么地方听和谁一起听
感觉都会不一样
或许这就是音乐的力量。。。

Fage`* 8:52 PM

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Saturday, August 02, 2008

Just releasing my stress in this post... Don need to read if u don want to.....

Miss kwok smsed mi saying that she is going to buy the grade 6 bk... but i cannot have lesson until next next wk cos of my injured wrist... anw, i am oso quite bz now... i wonder whether i can make it or not... although i am taking grade 6 exam, but i still feel that i am in grade 2....donno y??? issit just me or all of the pianist feel the same... haiz... so fan... lots of stuff to do... jing lun out of top 5... jia ying didnt perform too well... wrist injured.... flu... seventh month is here liao... Mr Tan Chuan Fa, don worry so much... be more optimistic just like what u told others to be... MORE AND MORE OPTIMISTIC!!! OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC OPTIMISTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK, i am fine liao... released my stress here cos i cannot play too violently on piano... HAHA...

Fage`* 8:37 PM

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Tan Chuan Fa
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